i’m finally able to put some of my dishes back in the cabinets, we’re working on the doors today. i asked him why he was doing this while on his leave and his answer was “cause i know it would make you happy.” yes it does, but not for the same reasons he thinks. he thinks i want them done…but while we work together on the counters and the painting all i can think is “this is what i want our life to be like, always working side by side, because that’s when i’m happiest.”